Drawing days

Friday, May 29, 2009 , 11:35 AM

Yes, I kind of expected this but I'm still angry about it. Even though it was better than how I expected, no scolding what so ever.

How can my father tell the teacher that I'm abit of a computer addict? I'm not! I don't depend on the computer. Addicts are more like people who play like siao, don't turn off the computer at all, skip meals/have meals in front of computer type of guys. I always switch off my computer for meals and before sleep. Do I seem like an addict?

I did study too, only that I couldn't memorise my Geography. And I was always slow at maths, why must it be because I lack of practice? Why do everyone think that the reason why my Maths grades are so horrible must be because I don't understand the formulas and blah blah blah? Why can't I be slow? It's a habit, for goodness sake. I just keep checking and checking even before and after I wrote the answer down and still have not moved on to the next question. That's cause I'm quite a perfectionist in that sense and am always unsure that my answers are correct. When I told my teacher that I was slow, she assumed that I meant I was slow at understanding Maths. Rubbish!

My father said that I didn't revise at all. If that's the case, then that means I have never revised my books ever since I was born! Because I suck at revising textbooks! Why would I want to read something that I've read before especially when it was not some thing interesting? I did study and did my homework, but then it just so happens that when I complete my work (I do them at school sometimes) and use the computer, he comes back. And my maid always told him that I didn't do work. Also, the last few weeks I had been using the computer once I came back from school, because there had been little or NO homework. I do have projects, research and others online too.

I don't understand why he has to tell those things to my teacher. I couldn't clear the air either, especially when they kept talking. It wasn't nice to have a disagreement with my father in front of the teacher too. Stupid. He has ruined my teacher's image of me (and it wasn't good to begin with).

All my family members have to agree with him! Stupid, will they ever realise anything?!

I AM NOT AN ADDICT! AND I DO CARE FOR MY RESULTS. IF I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING I WOULD HAVE FAILED ALL MY SUBJECTS. IF I DIDN'T STUDY, GETTING THIS TYPE OF GRADE WOULD TAKE A GENIUS. AND THAT'S WHAT MY TEACHER PROBABLY THINKS OF ME NOW. IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(I had alot to say about my last week of school. Too lazy. Sorry people. Is there even anyone?)